All i do

i lay here on the floor
i am lost in my thoughts
in memories of the past
i've been down many times
but everytime i feel
it will be the last

i do not want to get up
i want to be on the floor
i feel the pleasure
i love this pain
yes i do
coz at this moment
all i do, is think of you

the silence echoes out loud
like the screeches of a lost fawn
this winter will stay longer
will it someday pass on

i don't have an answer
i dont have a clue
coz at this moment
all i do, is think of you